What's the origin of the phrase - "For the life of me"?
The ODO definition is:
(informal) However hard I try; even if my life depended on it
I have come across this phrase quite a lot of times in EL&U:
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For the life of me, I can't remember that word...
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I can't, for the life of me, find an idiom...
and so on.
I tried to visualize it via Ngram plots and it indicates that the usage started somewhere around early 1760s but can't pin-point an exact source or timeline.
Is there any interesting etymology behind this expression?
Solution 1:
OED has an entry for:
for (one's) life (also for dear life, etc.): as if, or in order to, save one's life.
and adds that:
Also hyperbolically in trivial use: (I cannot) for my life, (I cannot) for the life of me.
The early forms for (one's) life and for dear life were used literally and OED's earliest example is from c1275:
Þat he ne miȝte for his liue Iso þat man wiþ hire speke.
John Henry Grafton Grattan · The Owl and the Nightingale.
OED's citation from 1632 might be the first idiomatic usage:
For my life I could neuer attaine to any perfect knowledge thereof.
William Lithgow · The totall discourse..of..trauayles, from Scotland, to..Europe, Asia, and Affrica