I need a sort of word to this definition; a label
Ambivalent
: having or showing simultaneous and contradictory attitudes or feelings toward something or someone : characterized by ambivalence
Merriam-Webster.com
"She feels ambivalent about the promotion they're offering her because it means better pay, but longer hours."
You're feeling conflicted (M/W), "experiencing or marked by ambivalence or a conflict, especially of emotions "